nvm
Saturday, February 7, 2009
finally can online d.. but my heart still ache like before..
ache for?? i also not sure wat's the damn thing that makes me sad..
ytd ate double pros chic burger and i had an 'awesome' night...
wtf?? my whole was so hot and i cant even took a nap..
auntie.. yeah that was great.. totally great... i didnt want to get for pics..
i juz wanted to test you.. haiz but it ended in misery.. and my heart not even in one piece..
juz read ur blog.. guess wat?? my heart sank again.. and i damn hated that chin guy..
he was so stucked up and snobbish.. go bang ur head on the damn wall.. bloody ass..
Haiz... No reply... im used to it... u never reply me.. treat me good is juz to make me happy..
wat for i ''chase'' u for 2+ years... the 1st date already made u dissapointed.. Wat a congratu-fuka-lations to me huh... Our relationship was so hush-hush... Honestly, i still dunno
wat u think about me... A stupid boy rite?? I gave up almost every opportunity in my life juz to being loyal to you.. Its this wat i get in the end??? God's sake.... I purposed to you 8 times.. 5 times are '' i like you'' , 3 times is ''i love you''.. In two years u make me hurt for 3 times.. 1st time u say im not meant for you.. 2nd time is im tired for being a marionette.. 3rd time is when i read ur blog i get pissed off and ur fren told me that... UH!! i was sooooo hurt for that moment..
Ok.. now my feelings get more tough.. and i think i can manage to stand this.... My heart, mind and soul already paralyzed for this ''love'' sickness.. Aikz... Hope you happy my auntie... i think i need to have some rest.. having fever now.. BLAH!!! stupid form 5 year...
Garbage thrown at 12:55 PM